my therapy didn’t look like yoga
it looked like Ableton and a half-finished track at 3AM
1/5

Kyiv gave me the space to go deeper – studying music production, layering basslines instead of pitch decks
it became my reset button. when the to-do list got too loud, I just turned up my own music.

it helped.
2/5

but then I moved to Portugal.
and everything paused.
life got noisy in the wrong way.
survival-mode loud.

I tried to come back to it.
opened old project files.
but nothing clicked.
3/5

until recently
when I found a new entry point: DJing

it’s less about building.
more about bridging.
curation. flow.
and it gave me a way back in.
4/5

so now i’m drop back into the noise. the good kind.
still figuring it out. but at least now it’s out loud enough
5/5