My ex left me for a mistress in marriage. I don't love him anymore, I only envy her that they have a child. In our couple I always wanted children, and he did not, but he and his new wife worked out, and I and my ex-husband did not. Sometimes I look at pictures on social media of their little one growing up. And I see that she's signed up for marriage and motherhood advocacy groups. And it's just such a dark joy. I'm ashamed of how I feel, but I'm just now starting to let go.
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