I had a bad example of the relationship between my parents as a child. My abuser mother was always yelling at me, my sister and my father. Looking at this, I made a promise to myself never to behave like that with my favorite man, not to be like her. I tried so hard to build relationships with men based on trust, kindness, calmness. For various reasons novels broke up, but I never allowed myself to shout at a man and insult him.
And now in a relationship with a man, this relationship is very dear to me. At first everything was fine, but at one point I snapped. We had a fight. It happened a couple of times, but I as and accustomed myself, found out everything calmly, without raising my voice. And the last time we fought, I just burst into tears. I was jealous of him and emotions were so strong that I screamed and insulted him, I was crying a lot, in general I got hysterical.
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