@qieribex I can't create a relationship, even though I am already 33 years old. I went to see a psychologist and it turned out that the answer was on the surface. Two examples of unsuccessful family life that I see every day are my parents and my brother and his wife.
Parents live in separate rooms, the most affectionate thing they can call each other is hysterical and impotent. They try not to cross paths in the kitchen and bathroom, constantly wailing about the wasted years.
My brother and his wife are about the same - only there they call each other fatty and asshole. In both cases, I honestly don't understand why they can't divorce and not torture each other. But no, there's a brother and wife living together for over 10 years and parents for over 40 years.
And I subconsciously don't want that kind of relationship and avoid men.
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