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Only when I grow up do I understand what Eunuch Zhang did to Xiao Douzi.
When Eunuch Zhang celebrated his 62nd birthday, he invited the Guan family troupe to perform and specifically asked to listen to "Farewell My Concubine". After the performance, Xiao Douzi was taken to his bedroom by the old eunuch. In the movie, you can see that after Xiao Douzi was called to the palace by the old eunuch, the camera then switched to Xiao Douzi with tears in his eyes, and you know that Xiao Douzi must have been treated inhumanely.
When I was a child, I didn't understand what happened. When I grew up and understood the complexity of society, I recalled that scene and felt so uncomfortable that I wanted to vomit.