DREAMS

when i was rly little i had this recurring dream where i was in a white endless room. in the center of the room there is a black dot. it would grow so massive it would encompass the entire room , as it got bigger i could see that it wasnt really black; it was every color imaginable. kinda looks like a ball of scribbles when it gets big , and it would get so large i would be encompassed too. 

it would become huge, then suddenly - it would begin to shrink.  it would get so tiny i couldnt see it , but i knew it was there bc it would rest on my finger tip. 

this was the disturbing part to me: the tiny point is so fucking dense that it feels SHARP , like digging into my finger..i never forget this dream bc it happened so much