think i’m out; deleting, canceling flights, killing game of last 3 years, etc. health is deteriorating & im feeling worse about myself every day. apologize if my communication here has made anyone upset; was never my intention. this is why i’ve been on CT for a decade but have remained silent. i don’t communicate well, don’t appreciate zero-sum dunk culture, and don’t care about being right. if you knew me irl, you’d know i put anyone & anything ahead of me. always have, which is probably why ill never do well here. im only interested if in what’s best for the whole; i dont even value my own life. i assure you, it’s only ever been out of love. that said, need to figure out what’s next for me. maybe someone will hire me; maybe i’ll be back in a few weeks; maybe i’ll just fade away. either way, thanks for giving me a place to yap somewhat comfortably for the first time in my life; hopefully some of it was useful, if not entertaining

❤️✌️

yappin in /midwits & creating idle rpg /animarising

easily one of the most insightful casters on here, and have appreciated reading your thoughts. always a pensive vision for how things could be better. 

the space needs honorable voices, they're few and far between.  lately it feels like an ever expanding viper pit.

wishing you health and peace. fare well.