Cody
@namesclear
I turned 33 years old three days ago on december 12th. Had you asked me when i was 21 and almost 6 years into a very, very unhealthy habit with a true killer of a substance, where id be when i turned 33, my answer would have been a blank grave in some random graveyard.
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Cody
@namesclear
Three years after that when i turned 24, I ended up od'ing three times. All intentional all three very very successful attempts. And all three times I ended up being brought back to life and in longer comas each and every time.
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Cody
@namesclear
Theyvwere my first experience with death. After my third and final coma lasted 14 and a half days and three weeks in the hospital after and 2 months in rehab, i promised myself idbnever go back to that life.
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Cody
@namesclear
I moved away from everything and everyone i knew, I've tried to make new friends to no avail, I don't know how to find "good friends". Wanna know how many happy birthdays I got? Three total. Do you know how hard it is to resist those inner demons when the you feel like you don't matter in this life anymore?
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Cody
@namesclear
If you've read this this this far I only have one ask of yall. You've already spend a few minutes reading this, can I ask you for one more minute of your time and get a like and a comment to remind me that that old life isn't worth the pain and that maybe i do matter. Somewhere? Thank you all.
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