Founders

My recent anthem.

I don’t know what to do.

I mean—I know the long-term plans.
The mission is clear.
But right now it feels like a giant boulder is behind me.
I look back and know… it’s going to crush me.

Should I say goodbye?
Or ask for help?
Which one actually makes a difference?
Or maybe… neither will.

I’m heading into a dark place—
feeling powerless.
Yes, it was my mistake that got me here.
But getting out alone feels impossible.

I want to fight.
But every option I choose
just creates more problems.

And right now?
I feel defeated.