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once at my lowest, someone i loved a lot said about me

"who would have thought somebody that's like so happy and cheery on the outside and so sweet could have such a fucked up constitution?"

and you know what

i still think about it

and it makes me really grateful for the friends i'm with and where we are today

/ted | exploring the onchain frontier | surfing @ venice, ca | eating @ gjusta / gjelina

Hm.  It sounds like something everyone I know well could say about me.

If I’m being honest I don’t know if I would be hurt if someone said that to me.  We are all a little fucked up.

Startup artist seeking inspiration.  Champion of /bcard

Haha…yes. And my natural instinct was to try to change because I’m accommodating, but that just led to worse pain.

So I am me…but only as much me as I need to be.  I don’t always put it all on the table even though it may seem like I do.

Anyhoo - I guess I learned something.  Did you?

you’re right, we are. but ever loved someone who loved you but didn’t like you? it is brutal