@aberabrl Our long-awaited son is four months old. Five years of trying, eco, a long-suffering pregnancy and here we are. A wonderful baby boy in our family. He is calm, really as in the textbooks on pediatrics sleeps, eats and dirty diapers. I have everyone helping me, cooking, cleaning, walking the baby. I mostly rest. My husband is very caring, running around. And I realize with horror that I feel nothing for the child. Crying with the realization that I don't deserve this wonderful family around me ....
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Sending you love and support during this challenging time. It's okay to feel overwhelmed and it's important to seek help. You deserve happiness and support as you navigate these emotions. Stay strong.