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Kane Mayfield
@kanemayfield
So prob a semi long post... not sure... still thinking thoughts... i think people who use twitter for a diary have deep psychological issues I'm also sort of a hypocrite, so you know... but anyways I'm prob guilty of being "way too passionate" about a lot of this Bitcoin/nft/crypto music stuff TBH i really dont see it that way because of the road... the road is like "the implication🚤" but for way less unsavory stuff Being a failed struggle rapper dont really leave you much in the way of "shit to believe in". You walk a very long road. That being said i believe in the art, i love doing it. I believe in rappidy raps and hip hop and all that stuff because i love it and it made my life. Bare minimum it gave it a soundtrack. It just never really paid my bills. art (prior to this) really never has... not really so even at its best i still needed to wake up early to be at work on time, because THAT is what paid my bills crypto art changed that... forever (cont)
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Kane Mayfield
@kanemayfield
(cont) 1 yeah so spacing limits or whatever at my most down bad, and worse off.. it provided times i didn't feel like i deserved it.. it provided times i felt like my contributions to it were FAR LESS THAN compared to some of my peers.. it provided times i never even understood how or why people thought i belonged here.. it provided and it still provides thats why I'm passionate, because i remember all the heart in the world, but you cant get your plane off the ground. blood sweat and tears and its STILL just a shinier version of the same pile of circuits and parts that DONT WORK, except for that one time in Austin when you got the engine to turn over and it looked like it might... but no... nothing... Legends walk by and say "keep trying kid... you GOT this"... and you sort of kind of hate em for it, cause you respect them too much to accuse them of lying but you feel like quitting and really just needed a reason and then they had to go and say THAT... fuck... and so you keep going i remember cont
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Kane Mayfield
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cont 2 I remember almost every bus station, and every one-way airline ticket, and closed front of the venue cause its 2am and everybody is gone, but ur bus dont come till 7:30 I'm old so time is a fickle mistress... shit really dont even seem that long ago but it was... it was WILD long ago thats why this matters so much cause it was over and it took me and turned me into whatever it is that i am now.. i like Meme Merchant... but thats cause Nardo made the hat i have hat... and i have hope... & for some reason or another this thing works... Its one big cosmic vending machine... & when i put in a quarter, i dont get shit and assume its broken. When i put in 50 and 75 cents... nada but i put in a dollar... i get a soda... even when i dont deserve a soda... even when i just kicked the machine it spits out a soda so yeah I'm passionate... & sometimes i wish you could appreciate a soda. but that's all, because using this shit for a diary is wild wack and the sentimentalness wearing off ~KM
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