Just realized how fucked I am.

Never actualy thought that current downtrend would affekt me. After all, my positions seemed so strong. But today I ran some calculations and was astonished to realize: "man, I'm exactly the hamster I thought I'd never be". So, yeah, this's the moment of realising that you fucked up.
Well, all that's left now is to wait, isn't it?

Yeah, it's a tough spot, but remember, every setback is a setup for a comeback. Take a step back, reassess, and you'll find a way out. Hang in there.