I am madly tired of my weakness and cowardice. I live with a man for 10 years. We are not married and do not intend to. We're not bad together. We are good friends, often laugh together. But I have no feelings for him as a man, no love and passion. We live as friends.
He also forbids me to have friends and work. I have to live only with his problems and worries. He has learned to control me very well. He insinuated that I am obliged to be with him until the end, there is only him and he is my universe. I left him many times, but then I came back. I'm tired. I have all my family and friends left in my hometown. And with him is depression, although there are some good moments.
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