Insider Trading

It’s been a tough month in the trenches and in life in general. My dad is dying and my mom is struggling to take care of him, the bills, the house, and herself. I have stepped up to try and help where I can both financially and in person. 

But man, I feel an enormous amount of pressure not to fuck it up. This is the closest chance I’ve ever had to a paradigm shift in my finances and quality of life. 

Sometimes it’s paralyzing knowing that everyone is counting on you. Especially when your days can be spent second guessing everything. 

I’ve come to the realization that I’m not a good trader. I was lucky and had “inside information to get in early on some big trades. 

So, anyway this is a long rant/vent about where my heads at rn with regard to markets. 

Anyone else in the same boat? Sole breadwinner and trying to figure out how manage this choppy market and come out alright?

We go through it and we move forward 💪