It's been 7 months since I had an abortion. I am 21 years old, it was my first pregnancy with the man I loved more than life. I won't tell the whole story, it's too long and sad. I became aggressive and rude. In August I'm getting married to my best friend and I should be happy. But every day I realize that I don't live, I exist. None of my close people pay attention to my condition. No one sees that to this day I am waiting for a child that I myself have lost. There is no more strength for tears, only sometimes I, sobbing, ask for forgiveness from God and from my little girl, who would be really good with me. I know she doesn't understand why her own mother, so beloved, did such a thing....
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