I often feel lonely surrounded by people. They seem to surround me with their dust, filling the space around. It's like I'm standing in the middle of a crowd, but I feel isolated and detached from everyone. People flash in front of me like shadows, leaving no trace in my heart.

It is difficult for me to establish genuine connections with others because I do not find understanding and sincerity in them. Everything around seems shallow and empty, devoid of meaning and spark of human interaction. I prefer solitude, where I can be with myself, rather than being in a world where relationships are built on falsehoods and masks.