I'm planning a wedding with my boyfriend. Unfortunately, I only have three friends, we've been friends all our lives. My fiancé, on the other hand, has a lot of friends, he's a good companion. His friends are doing a bachelor party, rumored to be super-duper. And my girlfriends said they don't understand what they can come up with for three, so they don't want to do anything. I'm upset, my boyfriend's upset. He asks me if he should cancel too, but I can see that he wants to and wonders what his friends have come up with. But he's embarrassed in front of me.
And I don't know. I feel bad for my friends for being so amorphous and for the guy who cares more about his friends than me and ashamed of my selfishness. I don't know what the right word is.
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