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Gaia
@gaia
I find it weird to age guys. I always thought like I feel like an old human. Rather, I am feeling more like embedded in nature. Think annihilation. Boundaries of my identity... Dissolved. And the feeling is still alien I guess that is what happens to an ageing shapeshifter. Does anyone relate to this ?
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Christina BorrowLucid | Chones
@borrowlucid.eth
not shapeshifter, but arrived at nothing and then felt like i was buying into a game, bc nothing got boring :)
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Gaia
@gaia
I guess hormones at the beginning carry a lot of the excitement for the nothing. I distinctly remember being excited for jackshit all the time 🫠😅 Do you think we knew the meta of the game ?
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Christina BorrowLucid | Chones
@borrowlucid.eth
not me - i was unconscious! gonna guess you had some idea about it <3
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Gaia
@gaia
I am not sure. I just feel i am easily excitable 😅. May be in the early teens I might had a glimpse. We had a new school and a weirdo literature teacher who filled out library with books on political anthropology, religion and as an aspiring emo 12 year old, I fried my brain and perhaps broke it. Sidelined to occult and fashion instead✨️ 🤣 Perhaps there is no metagame tbh.
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Gaia
@gaia
It is one of those days @borrowlucid.eth. You look at the abyss, Abyss sends a flower. You find it pretty. Abyss on the other hand just looks back into you (as the usual spiel) and also a lil bit clueless. I hacked the abyss
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Christina BorrowLucid | Chones
@borrowlucid.eth
did you ever read Cathedrals by Raymond Carver? it's short, if not :)
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