honestly, so fucking what if you never amount to anything? I bet your ancestors would rather watch you be a barista and play video games until you're 70 than kill yourself at 25 bc you think that life isn't good enough.
just live, any kind of life is worthy and better than the alternative.

this shit Is real, society nowadays keeps so much pressure, relationships are no longer based on emotions but on what you have achieved, not what you are, truly sad, all appearance

at the same time I need money and push for a better silly future :3