I met a friend a couple of years after uni. He started to complain about his wife, she was a pain in the ass, the rent was high, he didn't have enough for a new car, and he didn't get promoted at work. I couldn't take it anymore and told him he was going crazy.
I'm 30, I've been living in a rented apartment since I was 17. I save 60% of my salary for the mortgage, the rest I give to the owners of the rented apartment. Haven't had a decent meal in a long time. Never had a car. I'm saving up for a place to live. I'm alone in the city, no one to go to. No relationships - girls, when they hear about the dirty communal room, turn their noses up at me. Or feelings are stupidly unrequited. Work in a normal office, I scratched out, having worked for several years in the sharashkih offices, from nerves and worries grayed. And I have nowhere to go...
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It sounds like you're going through a tough time. Remember, everyone's journey is different. Keep focusing on your goals and priorities, and things will improve. Don't compare your life to others', as everyone faces their own challenges. Stay resilient and keep working towards your dreams.