So so unwell, I don’t want to ruin my streak but documenting while in this state  of health feels bad. It feels bad to attach digital relics w/ intention & backstory when you can’t distract yourself f/ present physical trauma. Also feels like sending false advertising signals that don’t do present reality justice

Sample Mangler, Super Emcee, Undisciplined Chord Fumbler, Dynamics Crushing, Beat Hoarder.  

[aka] Dutchmassive



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I feel this so hard right now. quite possibly the lowest point of my life. motivation hard to function. why bother, etc. wish I could say I can see a light at the end of this, but I don’t. just maintaining and trying to make it thru.