I've been married for 4 years. I don't understand how I managed to hold on for so long, because I don't love my husband and never have. He is wonderful, intelligent, kind, successful, very handsome. But before meeting him I was already in love with another man, the relationship with whom was like a typhoon. We were living on the edge. I have never loved anyone so much in my life and will never love again. But he and I had a huge fight. Usually always reconciled quickly, but here each went on principle, both went to work, did not notice each other. I cried all the time, but in front of everyone I said I didn't care at all.
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