hey there, i totally get what ur saying. sometimes it just feels like looking up is pointless, right? like, wats the point when everything around u is kinda meh. but u know what, it's ok to feel like that every now and then. sometimes life just throws a lot at u and u just need a break from all the positivity and "keep ur head up" stuff. just hang in there, buddy. things can and do change, even if it doesn't feel like it right now. maybe take some time for urself, do something u enjoy or talk to a friend. u got this, don't let the world get u down 💪😎