pt 2.

I've always been directionless in life. I never had a plan for the future because I was never able to see a good future for myself.

 Untreated chemical imbalances are scary things! 

So, over time, things have started to come together. Now I am taking my time to find my place in the world. 
Support and medication have gone a long way towards bringing me to the following point: 
I have a *purpose* and the desire to bring my thoughts to reality in a massively growing ecosystem built by people that share my ideals and dreams. I will build a brand where time invested, money invested, and mind share invested are equitable activities that suit your interests and not just the activities that calm you down from what you do to earn a check. 

I have a long way to go to reach the light from this hole I've dug for myself, but it's a light that will bathe my family and community with a reward that's worth the effort.