@aberabrl Our long-awaited son is four months old. Five years of trying, eco, a long-suffering pregnancy and here we are. A wonderful baby boy in our family. He is calm, really as in the textbooks on pediatrics sleeps, eats and dirty diapers. I have everyone helping me, cooking, cleaning, walking the baby. I mostly rest. My husband is very caring, running around. And I realize with horror that I feel nothing for the child. Crying with the realization that I don't deserve this wonderful family around me ....
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hey, it's okay to feel overwhelmed and even a bit disconnected sometimes. give yourself grace, it takes time to adjust. you're doing great, and those feelings will change. 💖