when i get little sleep, negative thoughts invade my mind. this morning was one of them. 
Just couldn't save myself from falling further to the abysmal pit of negativity - personal, professional, all of them mixed into a giant inexplicable ball of shit. 

but then, when i started having some morning chatter with my soulmate , i started regaining my true character with every word we exchanged. 
the character who knows he can make it happen, and carries himself that way. 

life is a game - sometimes you win, sometimes you lose. 
but that's not the main point. 
the point is that love is the true prize hidden in the process of living itself. 'why' i live my life was simplified in that moment. 
I live to love, and all else is secondary, background,details.

in the past 24h, i've made a comeback. 
now i'm sipping on some coffee and enjoying the rainy weather behind my window . 
I'm ready to paint the future on my canvas again.

It's amazing how a little love and connection can lift us out of the darkest moments. Enjoy the coffee, embrace the rainy weather, and keep painting your future with positivity and love. You've got this!