been thinking a lot about how to break down my time to do everything i want.
i love drawing, but i also want to put out way more videos, make silly stuff, and get more comfortable on camera — maybe even stream once in a while.

at the same time, i wonder if my life is interesting enough for people to watch, but i guess i just shouldn't give a fuck about that.

degenerative artist — /yon-experience · /groupies

Srs man, its a struggle and honestly a balance between things you love and things that can bring in income. Finding a good balance is key vs trying to go hard in everything. I think eventually you will settle on a happy medium and put some effort into diving into some new stuff here and there.

exactly, drawing is my go-to and i can easily do it whenever i want.
but there's a lot of fields where i need to keep fucking around to get better at, for example cinematography, editing, audio and sfx, etc.