Wellness

I haven’t had a desire for alcohol or cannabis since returning from the Gateway program 

This has made me realize every movie I’ve watched from 2013-present I have watched using Cannabis 

Every social interaction I have always had alcohol, and sometimes a little too much to dull the senses

Everytime I have felt anxious I have used cannabis or alcohol, suppressing the feeling of anxiety rather than going through it

I feel like a brand new person, I wish everyone could enjoy life this way

I like nuances. I work on Web3, LSDs, and MEV.

tell me about it. I cry a lot more without alcohol and I’m rather confused as it seems like it used to suppress my emotions. The mind works in mysterious ways. I guess I’m self healing but I didn’t even know i needed it. bad sleep is another but that’s a WIP.

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I’m sorry to hear about what you’re going through - self healing is one of the hardest journeys we go through alone and I’m constantly struggling with it as well 

The book untethered soul by Michael singer explains this well, sit with your emotions - don’t hold it in, cry and if needed, scream to let it out. 

Alcohol made me not feel, that was easy.
Feeling it is hard.
You aren’t alone