crazy how you can miss someone you never even met.

first and only celebrity death that really shook me, think I was 16, it felt very much like the world had lost something very good

yeah i was 22. i remember feeling almost sick. i adored him growing up. i couldn’t understand how the happiest human could also be the saddest. child hood hero gone. crazy. but also made me realize that it doesn’t matter how wealthy or successful you are if you don’t have happiness that doesn’t rely on monetary value then you will never be truly happy