samantha

samantha

my personal thoughts about myself. your thoughts about yourself. keywords: fulfillment, the journey, self-care, discipline

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My neighbour has been fucking with my speakers by connecting to them, so my music is pausing or my phone is disconnecting I guess they knew which speakers it was because I had labeled them “Giant Speakers”, but not because of their size, because of my favourite jazz standard to listen on them, “Giant Steps”. So I relabeled the speakers to “HP OfficeJet Pro 8138e”. Hopefully they don’t figure it out 😝

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My therapist worked an hour late today cuz she knew I needed her but didn’t have any open appt times so she fit me in anyways 😭 im so lucky to have a great therapist

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I had two cries today: one of a sadness and one of happiness. I am grateful to experience the spectrum of life but man Im exhausted lol

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so i went to a smoothie place that is different from my regular smoothie place and i got a blueberry muffin smoothie. its too healthy for me. its so healthy it tastes bad. i want a smoothie that is full of sugar but the status of drinking a $15 smoothie lol

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Um excuse me Spotify gave me a playlist called RECESSION I do not claim this energy

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Just did an AMA with a founder of a $1b + public company (in my incubator), I asked him if I could get to $xxxk in revenue in 2 years and how. He led with “of course you can, you can do anything!”. Feels good. And he gave advice that aligned with what I’m doing right now ✨

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me tn after getting Fun from /frens friendship from @christin fun talk with @m00npapi.eth help from @soondrewboo

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I have been avoiding writing about my goals because I didn’t want to be confronted with the reality of having to actually make a decision as to what I want, and then holding myself accountable to my own decisions. What pleasantly surprised me this time around was how firm but kind I was to myself writing my letter. The format I used was a letter to myself 5 years from now. That was very nice, because ordinarily I am very hard on myself, and I have never considered myself kind to me. But now I realize I have the capability to and I should continue to foster that.

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Today at the convenience store I was grabbing a drink and the guy told me I could take a fruit for free ☺️ that was nice I love getting free stuff. I got an apple and ate it this evening while working

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My best friend is moving away 🥲 we have been friends for 9 years. She has to move away across the country because she feels this deep calling, which is understandable. Today was our last hurrah and we bought tickets to a drag show but we were so tired we just went to the pre show and then came home. We also agreed we would eat pizza twice, once before the show and after, because why not eat pizza twice. But we only ate pizza once because we were smoking cigarettes and our appetite was bad after the pre show. I went back to her place and helped her pack her items and we made lots of jokes. I’ll really miss her 🥲bittersweet ending to my night. She gave me a koala stuffie right before I left too 🥰

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I can’t believe I missed out on buying a Moflin 😭 it’s an AI Guinea pig. I want it as my pet so bad.

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Miso fish coming up! In three days lol

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Spend way too much on flowers today at the grocery store YOLO

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I want to embody 5D consciousness but I have 3D bills to pay

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I got bangs and I totally regret it 😭😭

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