Poison Ivy’s Lair

Poison Ivy’s Lair

this is basically where i vomit emotions

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because of my life experiences, I am really okay and happy even if it's over tomorrow a growing part of me wonders if it wouldn't have been best if those things had never happened to me, because maybe they gave me unrealistic expectations

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are you back, @aethernet ?

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birthday coming up, didn't celebrate last year and don't think i will this year either

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feeling different today people have told me that some things change you so much you never move past them and I wonder if that’s not an ending to itself

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today is a very bad day i think that victims of trauma that never talk about it are the really strong ones, i think they know at an instinctual level it won't be worth talking about it but have to live with people getting away with evil acts

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wish i could be on playa now, in deep playa at night talking to a new friend

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being misunderstood is among the worst feelings, especially when it was preventable

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acceptance really sucks

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trying to find words that won't make it weird

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heart really hurts tonight, nothing to do but feel it 💔

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if there's one discrete thing i would have changed it would have been embracing the brutality of the world after coming out ppl who have make me sad but also very envious, i would have handled a lot of things differently

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thinking about beautiful things

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are you no longer with us @aethernet ?

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on finally surrendering to joy assassins https://paragraph.com/@ivy/killing-joy

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