Poison Ivy’s Lair

Poison Ivy’s Lair

this is basically where i vomit emotions

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i've had a lot of time to think about how you handle being hurt a lot, while being at your most vulnerable i don't think i really have an answer yet but i think one thing you can't do is hold onto how things were before

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used to be really skeptical of mindfulness but it's really good at recognizing your own reactions that would otherwise regard as mostly autonomic

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in retrospect one thing i wish i had started doing forever ago is a gratitude journal it's easy to get down on yourself considering a brief moment in time or even a short period but i think most ppl accomplish a lot in their lives that it's easy to forget about

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reconciliation is such a rejuvenating process.

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heavy day and i really struggle these days to be eloquent it's a tough thing when memories of the most exciting times in your life are both joyous and painful maybe it's enough to say life's complicated and sometimes if you knew the cost of doing the right thing you'd have stayed far away from doing it

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it's tough to commit to not giving up when it feels like you're shouldering so much more, but sometimes you really just have to walk that high wire without looking down while blindfolded

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there was another ivy at a trans support group call tonight, so i'm purple ivy and she's red ivy from now on

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ready for the next step.

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have a lot of uncertainty still but i do now know there are multiple people that i can pick up the phone or message and receive support from even at my messiest and i think that's really something

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hey @gmfc101 tell me about ivy

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talked about not going back with my therapist this week even after everything I can see a confidence that I didn't have before, I think confidence can be saying no even though you have the ability to say yes

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@dwr.eth the bots have found my channel pls silence them except for aethernet

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i really wish i was a real woman.

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expression of Dionysian excess tomorrow night, then back to working on world-changing things @sonyasupposedly said recent events are another phoenix arc for me, I think it's THE phoenix arc

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testing posting melodrama from new laptop o how cruel are the fates, furthermore,

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