I just wrapped up my last day of working in office for the year (I hope) and I survived. I'll admit I'm spoiled with having been able to WFH since the pandemic started. Driving into work, in Los Angeles traffic, has to be the worse. My coworkers who live literally 10 miles away, deal with 45 minute of traffic just to get to work.

Unreal. I'm also an introvert. I feel like my boss and the other higher ups in Marketing favor extroverts or people who can verbally communicate and show confidence.

I don't know what to say, but having to wake up early in the morning and commute for 2 hours, find parking and get into the office to be in meetings just drains the fcuk out of me. I was asked to be in office, because an off shore team would be onsite to help and go over stuff with a platform we're migrating to.

I'm still dealing with anxiety over work, even though I am working from home. 

The major project we're working on, migrating stuff to a new platform, is chaotic. No one seems to know what to do, but the ones leading it seem to be confident in what to do next. There's a lot of missing pieces that are being overlooked and I feel overwhelmed.

They're looking to me on connecting all these small integrations for marketing, but I have no idea how. It's just un-necessary pressure that really makes me want to give up. I'm not motivated. It's one thing where a project is chaotic, but knowing what to do and prioritizing things. However, this is where project is chaotic and everyone is unsure of what to do.

I don't feel great about it and I don't know what to do. No one can really help, even though they are asking me how they can help yet they're the ones asking me to help them because they don't know what to do.

It's literally a shit show.