I've been in love with a man for a long time. I dream about him all the time, he is so warm, beloved and dear to me. I am married, and with him met before meeting my husband and I had a choice: either with my beloved, but without a normal family, children, etc. or life with my current husband in wealth and comfort. I chose the one who became my husband. There was a crush, my son was born, and I remember that beloved one every day. 
#life #history #interesting

oh wow, that's deep. sometimes life choices are so hard... hang in there! 🙏💖