Posting here because why not and also not sure where else to go anymore.

To be brutally transparent, I am seriously considering suicide. I have applied for about 4 dozen jobs with 5 years experience and a bachelor of design with honours and I am still rejected even for entry level roles. (Part 1/?)

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I am not in dire situation right now because I don't want to do it but I see absolutely no way out of this without genuine help.

I am overdue on rent, cannot afford food anymore, I have a sizeable overdraft on the account my personal loan debits from. That's the situation I am in right now. (Part 2/?)

Thing is I was rejected from one job because I was "too creative" and "I'll get bored" all while I had $1,500 I borrowed from a family member to pay rent and food that week (which I cannot do anymore because I don't want to burden them anymore.)

The job description aligned with my resume 90% of the way. (Part 4/?)

by the way*

So yeah not sure what this is about just shouting into the void because no clue what to do as I need to make like $2,500 within the next few days basically and at this point I don't care about dignity or reputation. (Part 5/end)

I have the qualifications and experience for an intermediate job in my field at least but still get rejected for some reason even with what I think is a high quality portfolio.

Or maybe I am critically unaware of how bad I am, I have no idea. (Part 3/?)