rushil

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finished reading Dostoyevsky’s brothers karamazov. I’ve read crime and punishment, the gambler, and notes from the underground in the past. The brothers karamzov has elements from all the novels making it his best work. not sure if my translation was the right one but was well written. I’ve read half of the idiot and got bored, but will probably rearead it after i look into white nights.

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ur own truman show, rub a knife between ur cheeks, while u watch me sleep.

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I realized this is the only social im truly anonymous. Reading my past casts, I come off unhinged. It’s just a projection of things I wouldn’t normally mention to mutuals. I don’t know if it’s a bug or feature. I’ve taken a break from writing. I spent the past months on TikTok, Instagram, and YouTube. The entertainment value is much greater there than here, despite the potential of people who cast than post. I’m trying to get back into writing, but I realize I have nothing to say. I see my insecurities projected when i type my words, which make me hesitate to publish. I don’t want to rely on robots to do my own bidding because I respect the craft even if it’s impractical. I don’t know the point im trying to make, but I know that to get it across, I’ll must leave the big three socials. My focus has been at a deficit and my distractions a surplus. Casting big chunks of text will be my way of reversing that.

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nicotine…for lungs, but I got u in my heart, feining just for u.

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nah but like farcaster gotta get hit cuz playboymax hit up Fredagain on stream with skepta to send the Doechi beat he made so it can be made into a song

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farcaster has yet to be hip because aint nobody mentioned playboi carti not dropping his album tonight

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never felt the same, she sucked the life outta me, my soul down her throat.

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buy a ticket to Singapore to attend network school and get on-boarded

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seek validation, despite this uncertainty, it’s the chase I crave.

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they say love is blind, wearing rose coloured glasses, I see no red flags.

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glad to have made the list ❤️

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she makes me giddy, I’m scared I may ruin it, that makes me nervous.

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just got accepted to the 2025 network school cohort

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rupi if she were male would be like I know she thinks of the man she loves, her once situation that ghosted her, her man between the second and third time I met my now her…we’ve been unlabelled till now, the point, burying my head, into corners of her neck all while… she envisions the face of another.

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I can’t help but stare, around at the pretty girls, all while I’m with mine.

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the desperate man, may have low integrity, causing him to cheat.

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her vision was blurred, the day she wanted to see, she’s not the same since.

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For maximum results, focus on your biggest opportunities, not your biggest problems. My opportunity was to join a Rolling Loud mosh pit as Travis Scott performed in Miami on December 14th, Saturday 11pm. The problem was having to go downtown Toronto for an in-person data science exam the same day. If I write the exam, I’ll miss the Rolling Loud headliner concert. If I attend the festival, I’ll fail the exam. Do I solve the problem or take the opportunity?

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What’s that one Seneca quote where if you’re too shy to ask a girl out there will be no action and you will have suffered about thinking whether you should’ve

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I have anger when I’m incapable of transforming something despite it being in my control

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