Day 149: On Feeling

I don’t feel so good in this moment. It’s difficult to pinpoint why. Am I just prone to such melancholy?

The last few days have been interesting. 

Monday kicked things off. Tuesday was the storm. Wednesday was the aftermath. Thursday has been a bit of a low day. 

I felt some high in the middle of my workout in the morning. 

But now I feel like I am going through the motions. 

I feel upset and let down that Ariel hasn’t responded on the whatsapp group. I feel disappointed in myself for letting something so small affect me so much.