marlo

@marlo

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hard to justify atm but i’m excited to get one eventually. love the option to display artwork on it! 🩶

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thank you!! 🙏🏻

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🙏🏻💛🌸🥂

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feeling very fortunate to have made it another year on earth, and to get to celebrate with so many old friends as we travel through some of the places we used to live. i’ve been incredibly spoiled by their generosity and have received some truly magical gifts! i have such exceptional, talented, kind, beautiful people in my corner, and it means more than i can express. thank you 🩷

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hmm, will see what’s going on and come back later :)

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not sure how much degen i have but happy to give what i have. let’s see 1000 $degen 💛

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thank you! 🙏🏻🌸💛

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thank you! 🙏🏻

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i haven’t really been saying yes to anything external lately, it’s just all inner stuff, chipping away at processing the past 💛

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my greatest hurdles to feeling joy all the time might just be shame and guilt. a lot of it comes from abuse, and a lot comes from the maladaptive behaviours that resulted from abuse i feel like i’ve failed as a person in so many areas because i didn’t know how to function with so much trauma. i didn’t know how to connect with others. i didn’t know how to have my needs met. i didn’t know how to find peace. so i would often go about things in dysfunctional ways, then feel horrible afterwards it’s challenging to heal, but with emdr i’ve finally found something that deeply works, and am slowly reprogramming my mind i’ve felt a strong desire to end my life many times. it is my earliest memory. i think now that i actually subconsciously have ended the life of my old, damaged self. i can’t be that person any more. it is intolerable as i uncover the true self underneath the pain and dysfunction my life will slowly begin again as that person instead

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maté would be such a lovely person to meet. are you in vancouver? that’s so lovely! glad you enjoyed it i really love this video. there’s a download link in the description to watch without ads: https://youtu.be/Ljss_Ut5pxY

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I released a new podcast; this time with @marlo. We talk about her art practice and what she's currently moving through in her inner-work. https://open.spotify.com/episode/6CPnzRzlumpMmNbrh6lth5?si=48433fa55c8b4774

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like, if you don’t want ppl to call your sculpture a bean don’t make it bean shaped. easy

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love this book, and everything else from maté

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🙏🏻💛🌸✨

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🙏🏻💛 not sure what the word would be, but it’s like when you’ve used every ounce of strength you have left to climb a huge mountain, and you think you’re nearly there, then you turn a corner and see you actually have a long way to go

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i like to rant on loose paper then burn it

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i know one of my biggest negative patterns is neglecting myself for work, and i’m currently in a situation that requires the opposite, which is a lot of why it feels so bad. slowly working through it so hopefully it won’t come up anymore down the road

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the magical thinking experiment i started in august is really kicking my ass when you set an intention towards a new desire, you can get experiences in the opposite direction for awhile. old negative patterns need resolution before you can become a person aligned with your goals. it’s often mild and easy to deal with, but not always for me, health has been the biggest challenge. i first ended up with migraines that lasted about a month. then while treating that, i came across a new path i could take toward healing my gut issues, which have been increasingly severe, but that path has been a huge test. along with other side effects, i’ve barely been able to move for weeks, and i’m feeling lost and disoriented in this liminal place i know my goal now needs to be healing my body and resolving as much trauma and chronic stress as possible, but i have a hard time neglecting work for so long. i need to get my shit together though. learn how to be a functional human so i can reboot my career on solid ground

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congratulations!!

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