confessions

After my UN job, after seeing so much shit, I was extremely fed up with society and the world as we know it, so I decided to go to an Ashram, and live there for 10 days. 

It was hard at first, no weed, no phones, not a whole lot of speaking. Meditation from sun up, to sun dawn, in my little meditation cell, and then in groups. 

I think of those 10 days a lot. It taught me a lot of things, mostly about not being able to control the outer, but the inner.  I really want to go back and do a Vipassana again, feeling similar emotions coming back to me, but I'm not sure if I can do another 10 days without my phone or internet because of this place/ you guys.

Thank you for reading this far, my love, reverence, and appreciation for you goes down a lot.

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vipasanna saved and has been saving my husband's sanity he continues his practice twice a day at home once in the morning and once at night and starts to feel really bad without it

i only did the 10 day course once - i could totally deal with the no phone or internet part but the rest of it is so intense