sobriety is initially amazing because things are so clear and that's a really positive experience, the challenge is later when the difficulties of life arise and one has to actually break the old habits. i don't think it's as dark as one initially perceives, as simple as 'oh, this occasion justifies it' or not

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tbh a lot of it is behavioral cues and familiarity. doesn't make it easier to quit though

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Ya it’s one of those things where you feel like you’re out of the weeds until an environment cue ropes you back in. For me it’s college friends who I used to party with. That ain’t me anymore

yep exactly but identifying them took a while esp if it's identified after falling back in