I've been going through some crazy stuff. Haven't dated anyone in 3 years. Brought myself to a calm state of resource. Recently began to walk with a girl, romance all things, walking behind the handle, birds in the shower singing. But suddenly began to pop out the shoals, as I realized my personal. The girl is not small, she has an established life, works as a manager. When I write to her and she does not answer for 2 hours - I have mixed feelings, as if I was abandoned, I sit angry, I already want to block, but as an answer - happy as a child and everything is cyclical. 
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