My life’s timeline is about to split and I can see it coming because a specific significant change either is or is not going to happen and if it happens it’s a big change and if it doesn’t then it will have been a potential big change that didn’t happen which is a split in and of itself. The time before a foreseeable split is really something. You could relate by thinking about what it was like in the days leading up to the last presidential election, if it felt like roughly a 50/50 going in. Knowing 2 very different outcomes are possible and when you will know one way or the other and not having control over which will come to fruition.