sometimes i think i'd be less stressed if i got a job, but the other part of me keeps wanting to push because my life goal is to have self sustaining income and the freedom of not having a boss or working for someone else, but at this point it feels like i'm a prisoner of my own decisions, haven't been happy in so many months, it's friday night and i'm sitting at my desk, 20 friday nights in a row been working or thinking about work, every second is thinking about what i could or should be doing
idk thinking out loud and putting it on farcaster helps get my head out of my ass to talk with people, maybe i should move to nyc and see people because right now i see a friend maybe once a month, i wish i had friends to play pickleball with or do stuff with, i wish i wasn't on my computer every waking second of my day, it's all consuming and its slowly killing me and im sacrificing everything for the facade of freedom, this isn't freedom 16 replies
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From my experience I can tell you that the topic of financial freedom and professional development is something that many of us pursue at your age; but with the passage of time, in my case, I realized that my life did not have a transcendent purpose, and it was at that moment when I decided to give my life to God and understood that my purpose goes beyond the material and the temporal and I began to live a full life in Jesus. He changed my life and now He gave me a family, with which I can enjoy all the blessings He has prepared for those who love Him. Many will tell you to go to the gym, to hang out with friends and even to persist because later you will have a lot of money; but none of that will fulfill you, only Christ can fulfill you.
“The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.”
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