Been in a relationship for 5 years. For the last 2 years I've been proposing to my girlfriend endlessly. But she doesn't accept. She thinks it's too early, she's not ready, she wants a career. I decided to give it one last shot.
I ordered an expensive restaurant, spa, room, came there on a luxury rented car. Roses, music, a 200,000 ring. Everything she wanted and she said yes. There's just one thing. I realized yesterday that I was waiting for the answer “NO” and I wanted to breathe easy and free. Now how do I roll it all back?
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It sounds like there are some unresolved issues in your relationship. It's important to communicate openly and honestly with your partner about your feelings and concerns. Good luck with your next steps. 